神与你同在

我，还是选择了默默的离开。
因为自己经历过的压力，
自己清楚压力大的感受，
我不想带给任何人压力，
也不想再给自己添压力.

前几天跟一位姐妹聊过，
原来她也经历过这一切，
她也选择了默默的离开，
也许这是一般人的做法，
因为不想伤害任何一方，
只好默默地扛着大包袱，
一个人静静地吞下苦水。

感谢主！
我，终于明白曾经带给他的压力。
对，每个人都有自己的步伐，
自己的优点，自己的缺点，
个人的进度，他的快和慢，
他的吸收能力都有区别，
每个人的能力有限，
为何要一直比较呢?
世界就因为没有比较而没有进步吗?

我还能做什么?
每天告诉自己，
撑着不要倒，不许再流泪；
每天求神给我力量，
凡事包容，凡事忍耐；
每天更提醒自己：
靠主刚强，神与你同在。
可是我能撑到几时呢?

加油吧,Yvonne！
神是你心灵的寄托，
上帝永远与你同在，
要靠主刚强！！！

Yvonne
1st November 2008
1.36 am

靠主刚强!!!

背十字架的女孩
http://jacklynwongcien.blogspot.com/

『不可叫人小看你年轻，
总要在言语、行为、爱心、信心、清洁上，
都作信徒的榜样。』

-提摩太前书4章12节-

终于说出口

你终于说出口 其实你早就已经不爱我
为什么要低着头 你知道这玩笑骗不到我
可是这不是玩笑 是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么 你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够
我还要做什么 你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我
我终于也说出口 其实很爱你但从没认真说过
或许是我的错 太在乎你却只放在心中
不要问我为什么 因为爱你这就是我的理由
我还能做什么 你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够
我还要做什么 你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
没什么需要被原谅 我笑的有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
我不想看你那么累 多希望再给我机会
再搂着我的手 握住的只是风
还能做什么 你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你 难道这还不够
我还要做什么 你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我 oh no no wu～～～

一顆心的距離

一双闪着泪光的眼睛
要多努力才能把雨看成星星
握住我手　但别给我同情
执着的人要从倔强　寻找勇气
好像很近　瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想　才要决心
我们终于一起　来到这里
当我激动不能言语　把我抱紧
我们隔着　一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着　一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励
好像很近　瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想　才要决心
我们终于一起　来到这里
当我激动不能言语　把我抱紧
我们隔着　一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着　一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励
我想說 沒有你的生命
像没有歌词的旋律
就算可以　很美很好听
也少了意义 少了确定
我们隔着一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励
~谢谢你~

Millions of thanks, everyone!

Once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE OCTOBER BABIES!!!
3rd: Lawrence (my bro) & Jonathan Foo,
5th: Daniel Chan,
6th: Me myself & Pick Sing,
8th: Li Qing,
10th: Alexis, Debra Gee & Bryan Ho,
12th: Hui Ing & Ivy Tiong,
13th: Siew Huong & Teresa,
14th: Tiong Yieng & Poh Yen,
15th: Johnson Woan & King Lung,
16th: Shaleeni & Amrit,
19th: Doreen Wong
29th: Siaw Chien and many many many more...

Special thanks for the celebration and sooooooo much greetings,
also the specially wonderfully meaningfully created lovely card,
and the special surprise from Sydney (BIG BIG surprise!),
plus the great belated "AIR-MAILED" lovely gift,
and the gorgeous gift from the expert gift wrapper..
Thanks everyone! Thank you all!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!"

-Philippians 4:4-

Yvonne
11.08 pm
15th October 2008

Innocence - Avril Lavigne

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

YOU and me

After being away for some time,
after being asked so many times "why don't you update your blog?",
after being up and down for the past few weeks,
now I'm back, but just for a moment.

Why am I here now?
Perhaps it's the time to ask myself,
"Am I alright? Am I okay?"
Nah.. I'm not sure..

Under the progress of learning and trying to be better.
Ya, in fact I am into that.
I'm trying to be strong at times,
but it's not as easy.
I'm trying to be happy at times,
but it's not the true happiness.

I'm so fed up.. Because of YOU!!!
I'm trying to get closer to you,
trying to understand you,
trying to love you,
trying to have you even when I'm sleeping!
But, you gave me nightmares!!!!
Some more I skipped my whole day class, all because of YOU!!!
And because of you, the appetite is increasing, but the weight is losing,
which is a good thing!! (Hyperthyroidism??! I don't want that!)
What should I do to hold you firmly in my hands??
I asked around, but there's no a definite answer.
Even an Honour student could have said that YOU are hard to handle!
What about me?
Alright, no more comparison.
As Jay Chou said, "跟自己斗，不要跟别人斗！"
Most of the times, I strayed from the right path.
And I appreciate those who kept pulling me back to go onto the right track.
I learnt as I lost.
And yes, it's a learning experience kind of thingy.
The more you fall, the more you gain.
You'll never learn without going through the pain.
I'm still learning. I'm tired. Both mentally and physically.
I need a rest. I need recovery. I need supports.
Pharmacy, in fact is a professional course which is not as easy as what you think.
I could accept the fact after all. I've been fooled. Totally.

The 21st doesn't mean much to me.
I thought of giving myself a better start but..
again I fell.. Nevermind, I'll try again.
Anyway, 1 month more to go.
All the best!

Yvonne
9.05 pm
13th October 2008

Jesus, Take the Wheel

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on

Ooh, Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, take it, take it from me
Ooh ooh wah ah ooh ooh ooh

Insufficient Love - Raymond Lam

歌曲: 愛不疚 (Lyric)
主唱: 林峰

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

<<LOVE without REGRETS>>

In fact,
love is still conditional,
except His!

Happy Birthday, Lawrence!

HAPPY BiRTHDAY, My dear brother!!

爱扮酷的弟弟，
愿你年年都那么帅气,
那么en dao, 那么leng zai..

Thank God for allowing me to know you more
through your big day.
For how much you like Jay Chou, Danny, Karen Kong,
and most of the local singers...
and type of songs that you like...
Also, how much you like singing... (serious?!)
Anyway, glad to know that you enjoy musics!

Listen more, learn more & sing more,
hoping that you'll get famous one day!

May your dreams come true.
远方的姐姐给你祝福。
好好加油哦！
姐姐对你有信心！
姐姐永远支持你！
As Sa姨 said:
"我说你行你就行！"
All the best in your PMR!

As you wish..
Lawrence said, "God bless me."
Lawrence said, "wish me have a big cake tomorrow."
Tonight you're going to receive a big cake!!!!
(I had requested 大姐 to send a big cake for you.
If there's no cake from her, go & find her.
Not me anymore! haha.. =p)
God bless you~
*Hugs*

Sis,
Yvonne

Jesus replied: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind."
Matthew 22:37

Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.
Psalm 119:105

ｔｈｅ　ｍｏｓｔ　ｉｍｐｏｒｔａｎｔ　ｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉｓ　ｏｕｒ　ｂｅｌｉｅｆ　ｉｓ　ｎｏｔ　ｂｕｉｌｔ　ｏｎ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｉｒａｃｌｅｓ．
But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us generously through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that, having been justified by his grace, we might become heirs having the hope of eternal life.
Titus 3:4-7

To the faithful you show yourself faithful,
to the blameless you show yourself blameless,
2 Samuel 22:26

psalm 145:13-16
13 Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom,
and your dominion endures through all generations.
The LORD is faithful to all his promises
and loving toward all he has made. ^[a]

14 The LORD upholds all those who fall
and lifts up all who are bowed down.

15 The eyes of all look to you,
and you give them their food at the proper time.

16 You open your hand
and satisfy the desires of every living thing.

8 The LORD is compassionate and gracious,
slow to anger, abounding in love.
8 the lord is merciful! He is kind and patient, and his love never fails.
psalm 103:8

2 Chronicles 20:15 ..Do not be afraid or discouraged because of tHis vast army FOr the battle is not urs, but God's. v17 Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the lord will give you...Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the Lord will be with you.

If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
2 Corinthians 5:17