It's hard to love than to be loved!

你那么爱他，为什么不把他留下?
I don't know... I didn't hold our relationship.
Somehow I regretted to be so cruel.
I stopped the relationship eventhough I'm still in love with you.

我們的愛, 過了就不再回來, 直到現在, 我還默默的等待...
I'm still putting hope on us.
But you said I'm the one who didn't hold you.
Yes, I'm wrong.
You asked me to wait as you don't want to lose me.
Yet I didn't.

Thanks Melody, Jason, Keoying, Boon Ying, Albee, TSK for your supports when I'm down.
爱都走远了..又何必强求回忆的永恒...
伤人最深的不是爱情,而是回忆..
That's true..
I need time to cure myself now.

I'm be fine soon.

1.30am 17/08/2009 -- 4pm 22/08/2009

Everything ends finally.
It's short but it created a meaningful part of my life.
It's sad. It's hurt either.
I know you didn't want it to happen but what can I do?
You are a little master, I'm not.
You are lonely, I'm not.
You got everything branded and materialistic, I'm not.
You are organised, I'm not.
You speak good English, I'm not!

I still learn to love you,
to understand you,
to support you,
to know you more,
but I felt so hard to fit myself into your life.

You shared your life with me,
you had been so honest to me,
yet the feeling of loving you still doesn't seem so right.
I struggled, I missed you all the times,
I cared about you.
I can't stop thinking about you.
Why am I doing this?
I knew it was a mistake since the starting.
Yet still, I tried.
I tried my best, at least.

I knew you don't want to lose me, and me too.
You had always hold me whenever you are with me.
I'm so sorry that I hurt you and I know you too.
I'm sorry that I didn't hold you b'cause I think it's really a mistake for us to get together.
I treasure the time you spent with me and I knew you cherished them too.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for your love, your cares.
It's best for us to part now, yes, it is.
Hoping for a better future.
All the best! Take care, S!

With love,
Yvonne

S & Y at Glenelg (17/08/2009)

*Pretty starry night with rain for just a couple of minutes?
Miracle happens when you believe!*

I just can't help it.
It's a pretty cloudy night with lots of stars in the sky.
We were looking upwards at Glenelg, expecting no rain.
That's the hard one. I would say "yes" only if it rains.
After an hour and a half, I reached my house. I was going to leave him with "good night!".
And he was still waiting, with no smile and disappointed face.
Before I opened the car door, "It still not going to rain," he said.
I smiled at him. He seemed so upset.
He even checked for the weather before I left. It didn't seem going to rain though.
I asked him to wait for me for 5 minutes before we really said Goodbye~
So surprisingly, it rained. IT RAINED FINALLY AT 1.30am!!!!
And it rained for just a couple of minutes and it stopped!!!!
That's amazing!!! I had no choice and I had to say "yes!"
That's about it. It's something that I experienced once in a lifetime?
might be...

Thank you for your patience.
Sorry for making you wait. <3