Saturday, June 6, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Saturday, April 4, 2009
I'm here again.
What did I think of today?
I guess most people have higher expectation to Christians..
and yes, me too!
However, the higher I expect, the more disappointment I get.
I don't like you!
As a christian, I thought you are like this,
but how come you are like that?
Still, full of question marks in my mind.
So many times I experienced.
I give up in you because I really don't understand why are you acting like that.
Okay! Stop everything!
No more expectations on christians!
Everyone is human being,
nobody is of higher grade than the other.
Anyway, thanks a lot to Jong (even though you are so far away), Sabrina, David, Robin, Mark, and etc..
thank you all for helping me up and bring me up when I need you all.
Thanks for the cares too.. Thanks Tau, Mel, Madeline...
Thanks once again.
All the best.
Ta,
Yvonne
I guess most people have higher expectation to Christians..
and yes, me too!
However, the higher I expect, the more disappointment I get.
I don't like you!
As a christian, I thought you are like this,
but how come you are like that?
Still, full of question marks in my mind.
So many times I experienced.
I give up in you because I really don't understand why are you acting like that.
Okay! Stop everything!
No more expectations on christians!
Everyone is human being,
nobody is of higher grade than the other.
Anyway, thanks a lot to Jong (even though you are so far away), Sabrina, David, Robin, Mark, and etc..
thank you all for helping me up and bring me up when I need you all.
Thanks for the cares too.. Thanks Tau, Mel, Madeline...
Thanks once again.
All the best.
Ta,
Yvonne
Saturday, March 28, 2009
?????
Everything doesn't seems quite right now.
Journey to the truth was halted.
It wasn't that easy though.
And I knew the toughness of going through this journey.
The daily bible verse for today:
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
Everything that flash through my mind ends up with BIG "???"!
Is it? Why? How?
Even in the lectures, the fatty man said a man hung died and after 3 days, He just raise up again. And without evidence, people just take it with faith.
Evidence? yea.. where's the evidence?
Everything sounds not too right for me now.
And that is why, I'm giving up.
For me, I really don't know where am I now.
Life is just seems to be so unfair and I don't know why am I taking up this course in the end.
As I said before, if I couldn't take it till the end, please don't blame me.
I'm just trying to fulfil what you all want.
Mxxx said, "Life is like that one, just need to stand up at the point where you fall."
Okay.. I'll just try my best. At least there's no regret after all.
Be strong la!
Journey to the truth was halted.
It wasn't that easy though.
And I knew the toughness of going through this journey.
The daily bible verse for today:
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
Everything that flash through my mind ends up with BIG "???"!
Is it? Why? How?
Even in the lectures, the fatty man said a man hung died and after 3 days, He just raise up again. And without evidence, people just take it with faith.
Evidence? yea.. where's the evidence?
Everything sounds not too right for me now.
And that is why, I'm giving up.
For me, I really don't know where am I now.
Life is just seems to be so unfair and I don't know why am I taking up this course in the end.
As I said before, if I couldn't take it till the end, please don't blame me.
I'm just trying to fulfil what you all want.
Mxxx said, "Life is like that one, just need to stand up at the point where you fall."
Okay.. I'll just try my best. At least there's no regret after all.
Be strong la!
Monday, March 23, 2009
神啊，救救我吧！
有时候，我是坚强的；
但更多时候，我并非那么坚强。
一次又一次的打击，我终于离开了。
每次在夜里用力地呼喊你的名字，你听见了吗？
每次在迷茫路途中寻找你的带领，你真的存在吗？
为什么?
为什么我一直找不到确实的答案？
为什么一次又一次地，深深的打击我？
爱情培养了三五年，断了也罢了，
虽然内心在痛，泪在流，
但，始终无法代替你我之间的关系。
我。。需要一点空间。
离开你，真的很抱歉，
但，我还是选择了离开。。
盼望我还可以回头。
神啊，救救我吧！
再次呼喊你的名字，你听见了吗？
但更多时候，我并非那么坚强。
一次又一次的打击，我终于离开了。
每次在夜里用力地呼喊你的名字，你听见了吗？
每次在迷茫路途中寻找你的带领，你真的存在吗？
为什么?
为什么我一直找不到确实的答案？
为什么一次又一次地，深深的打击我？
爱情培养了三五年，断了也罢了，
虽然内心在痛，泪在流，
但，始终无法代替你我之间的关系。
我。。需要一点空间。
离开你，真的很抱歉，
但，我还是选择了离开。。
盼望我还可以回头。
神啊，救救我吧！
再次呼喊你的名字，你听见了吗？
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Alien?!
是否曾经想过，我们也是外星人？
我们口口声声说:“那个外星人好丑哦，外星人是住在其他星球的！”
但,在外星人的眼里，我们也是好丑哦，我们也是住在其他星球的！
为什么我们总是责怪外星人突袭我们的地球？甚至要抓他们？
换个角度来看，我们也不是一样入侵他们的星球吗？
不觉得很神奇吗？
上帝创造人类，也创造了ALIEN。
上帝赐下完美，也赐下不完美。
因为人类在过于享受完美的过程中，
总是忘了追求长进。
每件事情都会有正面与负面，
但从另一个角度观看一样事情，是会有不同的结果的！^^
我们口口声声说:“那个外星人好丑哦，外星人是住在其他星球的！”
但,在外星人的眼里，我们也是好丑哦，我们也是住在其他星球的！
为什么我们总是责怪外星人突袭我们的地球？甚至要抓他们？
换个角度来看，我们也不是一样入侵他们的星球吗？
不觉得很神奇吗？
上帝创造人类，也创造了ALIEN。
上帝赐下完美，也赐下不完美。
因为人类在过于享受完美的过程中，
总是忘了追求长进。
每件事情都会有正面与负面，
但从另一个角度观看一样事情，是会有不同的结果的！^^
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Say Hello to final year!
Thank God!
After all the efforts, finally His determination allows me to step into my final year.
Well, eventhough there were ups and downs that deeply influenced my studies,
with Him, I finally went through all these smoothly.
Lots of thanks to my AP lecturer who allows me to have another chance,
which helps me in the 4th year studies.
Also, thanks to my parents who keep supporting me during this period of time,
and those friends who were in Adelaide, who were there to help me when i needed them.
Thanks to those who were in Malaysia who gave me support as well.
Recently just started to get myself into the busy life.
Eventhough again I clearly seen the nature of human beings when everyone was stressful,
I hope I can overcome all these smoothly with Him.
Be strong, Yvonne!
After all the efforts, finally His determination allows me to step into my final year.
Well, eventhough there were ups and downs that deeply influenced my studies,
with Him, I finally went through all these smoothly.
Lots of thanks to my AP lecturer who allows me to have another chance,
which helps me in the 4th year studies.
Also, thanks to my parents who keep supporting me during this period of time,
and those friends who were in Adelaide, who were there to help me when i needed them.
Thanks to those who were in Malaysia who gave me support as well.
Recently just started to get myself into the busy life.
Eventhough again I clearly seen the nature of human beings when everyone was stressful,
I hope I can overcome all these smoothly with Him.
Be strong, Yvonne!
Sunday, January 25, 2009
WIND BENEATH MY WING - Bette Midler
Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings~
Saturday, January 24, 2009
故事未完成 (杨培安 刘虹翎)
只要再給我多一點時間
希望能給你全部的世界
我無法改變 錯過的一切
只能讓思念如夢般分手
只要再給我多一點時間
想為你完成所有的誓言
太多的夢想 太多的諾言
等待每夜慢慢實現
讓所有圓束在你我隔中間
讓我為你繼續未完的情結
就算妳在天邊 就算你在地面
兩顆真心像風箏連着一條線
願所有快樂在你之間蔓延
讓我感覺妳最幸福的笑臉
雖然妳在天邊 雖然你在地面
我們的愛要相約到永遠
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Part of my study life
I'm so tired now.. still blogging with my almost-closed eyes..
Working in a restaurant is an easy task though.
Somehow I realized that I'm not a multi-tasking person.
And I found that I'm actually very lucky enough.
The first training that I had at J.O.Y Pharmacy in Kuching, was awesome!
It was not requested by my own but by other.
For a girl who never worked before, I felt that I'm so lucky to met such a good pharmacist as my boss.
And therefore, the first job that I had, wasn't stressful or pressurized by the boss.
The best thing was, he taught me loads of knowledge besides medications such as pharmacy management, religious thoughts, studying skills, IQs, right brain functions, etc..
Eventhough it was an unpaid training, yet I really learnt a lot which make my personal thoughts more positive as well.
Other than that, the first paid work, which is my first job as well, wasn't get by my own as well.
Through the recommendations of my housemate, I got this pretty good job as a waitress in a food court.
Again, I met a good boss, who treats all of us good enough.
The colleagues there were also very friendly and we used to share our experiences of living in Adelaide. Some of the colleagues were recommended to the boss by my neighbours as well..
Different colleagues from different countries, we see them as one.
The thing that I like most from this job wasn't the pay, but it helps me to practise my english speaking!!!!
Seriously I love the interactions with the locals and visitors from other countries as well, and the communications with them.
Eventhough I'm not a good multi-tasking person, I think i can still handle a small stall well.
Greeting the customers, listen to them, filling the dishes, collecting money, packing the take-away boxes, interact with the chef, counting the amount, attending the awaiting customers, fill up the drinks in the fridge..
At least I'm still good in these..
Well, I just had a trial at a Thai Cafe.
It was a small cafe as well, but.. it was so busy!!!
I need to memorise their 50++ dishes with the prices and all the ingredients in it.. and I did it!
However, I can memorise all of them doesn't mean that I can practise them!
After observing for 2 hours, I learnt a lot as well..
The manager said that my wine pouring skill was so un-professional!!
Alright, thanks for that. At least now I know how does the professional way of pouring wine would be.
And thanks for the trial, eventhough I quitted at the end.
I had learnt how to clean up a table, how to set up a table, how to open a wine bottle, and the basic ways of attending the customers.. and the best thing was, I learnt how to carry so many plates at a time on one arm!!!
It's not easy though.
After wine or drinks, wait for their orders for entree and main courses,
and some of their orders are not served all at once, additional work to let the chefs know about them, and desserts which are served at different time as well..
running in and out in a small cafe with so small space for walking, halfway attending the customers, halfway clearing up the tables, taking orders at the same time, bringing drinks to serve them as well..
nah.. I give up finally..
Back to my study..
Stop making my life so hard..
Anyway, these allow me to know that I still have so much things to learn.
Without this experience, I guess I wouldn't know how difficult is a job as a waitress in a restaurant.
Lastly,
thank God for all these happening in part of my study life.
No experiences, no gain.
:p
Working in a restaurant is an easy task though.
Somehow I realized that I'm not a multi-tasking person.
And I found that I'm actually very lucky enough.
The first training that I had at J.O.Y Pharmacy in Kuching, was awesome!
It was not requested by my own but by other.
For a girl who never worked before, I felt that I'm so lucky to met such a good pharmacist as my boss.
And therefore, the first job that I had, wasn't stressful or pressurized by the boss.
The best thing was, he taught me loads of knowledge besides medications such as pharmacy management, religious thoughts, studying skills, IQs, right brain functions, etc..
Eventhough it was an unpaid training, yet I really learnt a lot which make my personal thoughts more positive as well.
Other than that, the first paid work, which is my first job as well, wasn't get by my own as well.
Through the recommendations of my housemate, I got this pretty good job as a waitress in a food court.
Again, I met a good boss, who treats all of us good enough.
The colleagues there were also very friendly and we used to share our experiences of living in Adelaide. Some of the colleagues were recommended to the boss by my neighbours as well..
Different colleagues from different countries, we see them as one.
The thing that I like most from this job wasn't the pay, but it helps me to practise my english speaking!!!!
Seriously I love the interactions with the locals and visitors from other countries as well, and the communications with them.
Eventhough I'm not a good multi-tasking person, I think i can still handle a small stall well.
Greeting the customers, listen to them, filling the dishes, collecting money, packing the take-away boxes, interact with the chef, counting the amount, attending the awaiting customers, fill up the drinks in the fridge..
At least I'm still good in these..
Well, I just had a trial at a Thai Cafe.
It was a small cafe as well, but.. it was so busy!!!
I need to memorise their 50++ dishes with the prices and all the ingredients in it.. and I did it!
However, I can memorise all of them doesn't mean that I can practise them!
After observing for 2 hours, I learnt a lot as well..
The manager said that my wine pouring skill was so un-professional!!
Alright, thanks for that. At least now I know how does the professional way of pouring wine would be.
And thanks for the trial, eventhough I quitted at the end.
I had learnt how to clean up a table, how to set up a table, how to open a wine bottle, and the basic ways of attending the customers.. and the best thing was, I learnt how to carry so many plates at a time on one arm!!!
It's not easy though.
After wine or drinks, wait for their orders for entree and main courses,
and some of their orders are not served all at once, additional work to let the chefs know about them, and desserts which are served at different time as well..
running in and out in a small cafe with so small space for walking, halfway attending the customers, halfway clearing up the tables, taking orders at the same time, bringing drinks to serve them as well..
nah.. I give up finally..
Back to my study..
Stop making my life so hard..
Anyway, these allow me to know that I still have so much things to learn.
Without this experience, I guess I wouldn't know how difficult is a job as a waitress in a restaurant.
Lastly,
thank God for all these happening in part of my study life.
No experiences, no gain.
:p
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