背后的女人

The coming spring, it's indeed a long wait.
I have had to stop waiting as the confidence is diminishing.
Our promises, had been changed from 3 months initially to 4 months,
and now, it has reached 5 months.
I wonder, for how long do i still have to wait?
I told myself that I'm not going to wait anymore after that month and in fact i did give up and not responding to you anymore.
However, to your strong determination, again it hit me down.
Thank you for taking my opinions into account for your very future plan.
I appreciate it a lot.

Since the previous spring to the summer, and now it has come to a new autumn,
we have been waiting and look forward to the day we meet.
Well, is that going to happen?
Is that a trial that is given by God?
Or the devil's plan that is bringing us apart?

3rd March 2010, again i got back to you with a super long message with all my thoughts and opinions.
Still, I do not know what I want. Perhaps I am indecisive.
On the day itself, I received a very short message from your mate.
He was a person that I would like to thank him even though I did not know him at all.
He was the one who passed by my life and lighten up the bulb when I was down.
Thank you very much, WWF!
It's a surprising one with the title "背后的女人" and the message 你日夜思念的人。。。。6012632xxxx.
He read my mind. And he gave me a secret number for me to get you.
I was indeed so surprised by the message and there we go.
We had a chat and I felt more relief to know your current condition.
However, I wonder why don't you gave me the precious number? Why?
Just for the sake of not letting me worrying too much?
nahhhh... not wanting to think about it anymore until I could see you physically.

Hope to see you soon and hope you could read my mind like your mate does.

God has a positive answer!

你說：「我累了。」
神說：「我讓你休息。 」(太11:28-30)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)

你 說：「沒有人愛我。」
神 說：「我愛你。」 (約 3:16 & 約 3:34)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)

你說：「我做不下去了。」
神說：「我的恩典夠你支持下去。」
(林後 12:9 & 詩 91:15)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

你說：「我想不通。」
神說：「我引領你前行。」(箴 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

你說：「我做不到。」
神說：「你什麼都做得到 。」(腓 4:13)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)

你說：「我不配。」
神說：「你配。」 (林後 9:8)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

你說：「這麼做不值得。」
神說：「做了，你馬上就會覺得值得了。」 (羅 8:28)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)

你說：「我無法原諒自己。」
神說：「我原諒你。」 (約壹 1:9 & 羅 8:1)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

你說：「我是窮苦的。」
神說：「我供應你一切所需。」 ( 腓 4:19)
You say: "I'm poor"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

你說：「我害怕。」
神說：「我所賜給你的不是膽怯的心。」 (提後 1:7)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

你說：「我常常在擔憂、受挫。」
神說：「放下你的重擔，我為你承擔。」 ( 彼後 5:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)

眼看星星落下
窗外一点一点出现阳光
抚摸我的头
你说我很怕
我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候 有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强
你知道我多傻（其实我也很傻）
在你面前从来不用逞强
听我说说话
让我靠一下
我们都是这样
想要幸福却都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕 有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
无论故事有多长
世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强

你才看见
我早已经学会
就算逆风
也能好好带着祝福不再流泪
勇敢地飞
然后分享那种喜悦

我们都是这样
一面带着伤痕一面飞翔
难过的时候
有你在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多长
世界对我太善良

Boy Boy,
这一路上有你
我变得坚强!

What do i do when i miss you??

take a guess..

teehee..

Girl girl@~

A message to someone at postcode 2840

happy... happy... happy...

thanks for enlighten my day up!

because of your existence, my heart smiles.

once again, you are always on my mind.

it's okay for those inconvenience.

we can always make them once everything has fallen in place.

thank you for the tempting future plans.

our missions, our spring, our future, ...

appreciate your love forever.

13/11/2009
12.44 am
girl girl @~

weiseng.... says: hope things stay the same as our initial promise. welcome the spring.

~Looking forward~

~@我们要一起努力@~

Boy Boy from nowhere far far away:

坚持的都值得坚持吗?
我所相信的就是真的吗?
如果我敢追求我就敢拥有吗?
而如果都算了不要呢?

或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他,
或许吧或许我太天真了吧..

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧!
为什么不敢呢不要呢?

是你吧,命中早就注定了的那个你!
是你吧你原来就在这里啊...

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力!
~@ ♥ @~

~ Girl Girl at somewhere down here ~

commitment!

希望中失望,
失望中坚强.
四个月为期,
这是我们的考验, 我们的约定,
一 辈 子 幸 福 的 约 定 !

Dear Lord, have faith in You.
Prof Chris, waiting for your good news.
McSpermy, looking forward to meeting you.

~@ Right here waiting @~

~McOvum~

~looking forward~

McOvum: ‘不怕我们在地球的两端. 世界再大,两颗真心就能互相取暖; 我会耐心地等,随时欢迎你靠岸.’

McSpermy: 简简单单的几个字，却蕴涵了深深的情意，还带有点点的温暖。想告诉站在岸边的那颗心，那远远的，还有另一颗互暖的心期待着靠岸的邂逅。

~@期待@~

dilemma.

Dilemma.
realestate.com.au indeed putting me in dilemma.
To move or not to move?
To drive or not to drive?
Suggestion:
1) move - save time, save energy
2) drive - more convenient, save time.

Should i satisfy with what I have right now.
Still within Adelaide.. 40 minutes away from the city..
It's not too far away at all.
Hold it! Like how you asked him to hold it.
At least 40mins distance is much better than 1500km away!
Yvonne, stop thinking right now.
FOCUS!!!
The future is near, it's so close.
One more month to go, few more months to wait.
The ending is there and the starting is near.
Jia you!!

Looking forward to meeting you and the new start.
Congrats on your good news and thanks for your reassurances!
Great job! Keep it up! ~@~